When I see Yagami or hear his voice, it's like I can't stop thinking about Seimei. I know they're not the same, and maybe someday even Seimei will get better, but...
Back home, I knew what I was doing. I had an objective, y'know? It changed a lot, and I didn't exactly know what was going on 100% of the time, but it was my life. I was ready for all of it.
I don't know how to just settle down and be normal now. Even then, I could split up my life at school and my life at home and my life as a Sacrifice, but... I dunno.
People start yelling sometimes. That doesn't mean they like each other any less.
And...I didn't know he reminded you of your brother. I guess that explains a few things, though again, you mustn't project. I don't expect you to be best friends, you don't even have to talk to him if you don't want to. He's my responsibility, and I'm sticking to that.
And I'm the same way. That's why I'm giving myself an objective here, and you're part of that.
...Everyone wants to do that. That's a stupid goal. A good goal would be 'get out of here safely' or 'learn a new language' or 'learn to cook' or something like that. [ huff ]
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Date: 2010-07-21 08:23 pm (UTC)And who said anything about giving up? We're not giving up, but we're not stupid enough to go on a suicide mission, either.
voice
Date: 2010-07-21 08:46 pm (UTC)[ pause ]
I just feel like I'm.
I don't know.
When I see Yagami or hear his voice, it's like I can't stop thinking about Seimei. I know they're not the same, and maybe someday even Seimei will get better, but...
Back home, I knew what I was doing. I had an objective, y'know? It changed a lot, and I didn't exactly know what was going on 100% of the time, but it was my life. I was ready for all of it.
I don't know how to just settle down and be normal now. Even then, I could split up my life at school and my life at home and my life as a Sacrifice, but... I dunno.
voice
Date: 2010-07-21 08:52 pm (UTC)And...I didn't know he reminded you of your brother. I guess that explains a few things, though again, you mustn't project. I don't expect you to be best friends, you don't even have to talk to him if you don't want to. He's my responsibility, and I'm sticking to that.
And I'm the same way. That's why I'm giving myself an objective here, and you're part of that.
voice
Date: 2010-07-21 11:38 pm (UTC)voice
Date: 2010-07-21 11:40 pm (UTC)voice
Date: 2010-07-22 12:12 am (UTC)voice
Date: 2010-07-22 12:14 am (UTC)