Most of the time I forget that you're that much bigger and stronger, but when you yell, it's hard to ignore. Just don't do it, okay? I really hate violence.
[ When it gets like that, instincts tell him he's gonna get hit. And considering the number his mother, an average-sized woman, was able to do on him, he figures Jack could easily send him to the hospital. ]
I'm not despairing. I just can't stand the idea of giving up.
When I see Yagami or hear his voice, it's like I can't stop thinking about Seimei. I know they're not the same, and maybe someday even Seimei will get better, but...
Back home, I knew what I was doing. I had an objective, y'know? It changed a lot, and I didn't exactly know what was going on 100% of the time, but it was my life. I was ready for all of it.
I don't know how to just settle down and be normal now. Even then, I could split up my life at school and my life at home and my life as a Sacrifice, but... I dunno.
People start yelling sometimes. That doesn't mean they like each other any less.
And...I didn't know he reminded you of your brother. I guess that explains a few things, though again, you mustn't project. I don't expect you to be best friends, you don't even have to talk to him if you don't want to. He's my responsibility, and I'm sticking to that.
And I'm the same way. That's why I'm giving myself an objective here, and you're part of that.
...Everyone wants to do that. That's a stupid goal. A good goal would be 'get out of here safely' or 'learn a new language' or 'learn to cook' or something like that. [ huff ]
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Don't yell at me. I don't like it.
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Most of the time I forget that you're that much bigger and stronger, but when you yell, it's hard to ignore. Just don't do it, okay? I really hate violence.
[ When it gets like that, instincts tell him he's gonna get hit. And considering the number his mother, an average-sized woman, was able to do on him, he figures Jack could easily send him to the hospital. ]
I'm not despairing. I just can't stand the idea of giving up.
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And who said anything about giving up? We're not giving up, but we're not stupid enough to go on a suicide mission, either.
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I just feel like I'm.
I don't know.
When I see Yagami or hear his voice, it's like I can't stop thinking about Seimei. I know they're not the same, and maybe someday even Seimei will get better, but...
Back home, I knew what I was doing. I had an objective, y'know? It changed a lot, and I didn't exactly know what was going on 100% of the time, but it was my life. I was ready for all of it.
I don't know how to just settle down and be normal now. Even then, I could split up my life at school and my life at home and my life as a Sacrifice, but... I dunno.
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And...I didn't know he reminded you of your brother. I guess that explains a few things, though again, you mustn't project. I don't expect you to be best friends, you don't even have to talk to him if you don't want to. He's my responsibility, and I'm sticking to that.
And I'm the same way. That's why I'm giving myself an objective here, and you're part of that.
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