[yells right back :|] Do you think I'm not trying?! Do you think I'm not frustrated, just as much as you?!
[huff. he wanted to carry on, 'do you think i dont have a friend who's probably looking for me?' but this is not about his own pain.]
...Listen, I know you miss him. And I'm sorry that it has to be this way, I am. But by letting your own despair overwhelm you, you're just going to destroy yourself. If you don't want to be strong for yourself - be strong for everyone else. Don't let people hear you talk like this, doubting yourself. You're trying your best, and that's all that matters.
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[huff. he wanted to carry on, 'do you think i dont have a friend who's probably looking for me?' but this is not about his own pain.]
...Listen, I know you miss him. And I'm sorry that it has to be this way, I am. But by letting your own despair overwhelm you, you're just going to destroy yourself. If you don't want to be strong for yourself - be strong for everyone else. Don't let people hear you talk like this, doubting yourself. You're trying your best, and that's all that matters.