I was planning on talking to you. I just wanted a back-up plan when I did, but I guess you know that already. I talked to the others because I wanted to confirm my suspicions about Yagami before finalizing my decision.
I knew I'd have to leave the second I said anything because.
I'm disappointed. In this whole thing. In myself. In what I've turned into in this place... [ There's a definite tremor in his voice. He pauses to take a ragged breath. ] I don't want you to be disappointed in me too. I don't mean to sound ungrateful. That's why I can't stay. I can't get out of here if you're always trying to take care of me, and I can't sleep knowing that guy's around!
After everything, you'd think I could handle it, but I'm-- I'm just so tired!
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Date: 2010-07-21 06:11 pm (UTC)I knew I'd have to leave the second I said anything because.
I'm disappointed. In this whole thing. In myself. In what I've turned into in this place... [ There's a definite tremor in his voice. He pauses to take a ragged breath. ] I don't want you to be disappointed in me too. I don't mean to sound ungrateful. That's why I can't stay. I can't get out of here if you're always trying to take care of me, and I can't sleep knowing that guy's around!
After everything, you'd think I could handle it, but I'm-- I'm just so tired!